2008-06-02

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Forty-five minutes from now I have to drink 30 ounces of water as close to "all at once" as I can manage. Then it's off the hospital for an ultrasound.

Cut for medical info about menstruation. ) My psych nurse suggested that this might be caused by fibroids, and my GP agreed to give me an ultrasound to see if any growths are present. I'm not much looking forward to the procedure (I've had one before and having a bladder THAT full is extremely uncomfortable), but I will certainly welcome any information it reveals.

As for the whole WisCon thing (which I'm sure everybody and their dog has heard about by now)... the more I think about it, the more depressing it becomes. Some people are prize-winning jerks, and while you have to admire (after a fashion) their comprehensiveness in hitting every square on the Asshole Bingo card, it's still a sad display of the depths of cruelty and mockery that a human being can sink to.

Yesterday I'd posted an entry filled with links on the subject, but someone on my Friends list kindly brought to my attention the fact that if something were to happen to the person in question (and yes, that person has received threats as a result of their conduct) I probably wouldn't want to have even the slightest doubt that my spreading of the information in such a blatant manner might have led to the act of retribution. They were right. Therefore, even though I find the story to be quite intriguing both from a fannish POV and a human interest POV, I deleted the entry. So if you saw an Incredible There-And-Gone post yesterday, that was it.

There was a great deal of indignation, and much sturm and drang, in the links I'd posted, but I don't think that in this case responding in kind is the moral high ground. WisCon has apparently perma-banned the person in question and is talking to the organization which sponsored the convention: since the person in question is associated with that organization, this might actually result in some real world consequences. But threatening the person with assault or death, and spreading the person's contact information around the Internet, as some people have done? No, not a good idea, and not sound ethically either.

Meh. Off to have a shower.
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The ultrasound was enlightening. It revealed that I have a large (2 inch) fibroid sitting right on top of my uterus. I even got to see the ultrasound picture of it -- big, bulgy, and a little bit scary.

That explains the hellish periods I've been having. Fortunately fibroids are usually benign, so cancer isn't a concern at this point. The heavy bleeding is, though, and the ultrasound tech told me that there are two main methods of treatment: cut off the fibroid's blood supply to starve it out, or, given that I'm probably close to menopause anyway, remove my entire uterus.

*gulp*

Not cheerful news. But this thing has probably been slowly growing for about two years, so it's not like I have to make a decision in the next few days.

I also stopped at CancerCare, which is in the same hospital, and dropped off a couple of vinyl bags of oncology supplies that had belonged to my mother (who as you may or may not recall died almost exactly a year ago). One of the nurses at the desk was a chemo nurse who'd been my mother's regular care provider, and we talked a bit about my mom and how she was always so upbeat; the nurse told me that it was an honor and a pleasure to have known her. She gave me a hug before I left, which helped the feelings of sad remembrance that came with entering the cancer treatment centre again.

Then I took a nice walk from the hospital to the bus stop on Portage Avenue, through a beautiful summer afternoon with the sun shining and birds singing. It was just the sort of day that my mother would have really enjoyed.

When I got downtown I had lunch at Soup, Sandwiches & More (chicken salad on brown and a bowl of red lentil soup), and had the pleasure of listening to a street performer who was playing distinctly Parisian melodies on an accordian (certainly worth at least the $2 coin I tossed into her hat). Then down to Safeway for groceries, and then home.

And now at last the final HB pages are hitting the server. To work, to work!
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I've just realized that I didn't properly convey the size of that fibroid I mentioned.

It's a little over 7 centimeters across. That's just under 3 inches.

Wonderful.
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