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Got up later than planned -- again. When I feel this miserable, sleep is much, much preferable to being awake.
I want to cut very badly, but if I start I'm honestly not sure if I could stop. The thought of never having to look in the mirror again is really appealing. That, and I have a vicious craving for chocolate and salt. Diabetic diet? Fuck that shit.
Living is very painful right now. And I'm sick of getting back on the horse only to be thrown off, and then having to get back on again.
I guess I'll try to get some Hardy Boys done.
I want to cut very badly, but if I start I'm honestly not sure if I could stop. The thought of never having to look in the mirror again is really appealing. That, and I have a vicious craving for chocolate and salt. Diabetic diet? Fuck that shit.
Living is very painful right now. And I'm sick of getting back on the horse only to be thrown off, and then having to get back on again.
I guess I'll try to get some Hardy Boys done.
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